Razorblade Tears by S. A. Cosby


A black father and a white father join forces on a crusade for revenge against the people who murdered their gay sons, by S.A. Crosby, the award-winning author of Blacktop Wasteland.

Ike Randolph has been out of jail for 15 years, with not so much as a speeding ticket in all that time. But a black man with cops at the door knows to be afraid.

The last thing he expects to hear is that his son, Isiah, has been murdered, along with Isiah’s white husband, Derek. Isiah was a gay black man in the American South; Ike couldn’t bring himself to attend his son’s wedding. Isiah was a man Ike never understood. A boy he was never there for the way he should have been.

Derek’s father, Buddy Lee, is also suffering. He’d barely spoken to his son in five years; he was as ashamed of Derek for being gay as Derek was ashamed his father was a criminal. Buddy Lee still has contacts in the underworld, though, and he wants to know who killed his boy.

Ike and Buddy Lee, two ex-cons with little else in common other than a criminal past and a love for their dead sons, band together in their desperate desire for revenge. In their quest to do better for their sons in death than they did in life, alpha-males Ike and Buddy Lee will confront their own prejudices, about each other and their sons, as they rain down vengeance upon those who hurt their boys.

Provocative and fast-paced, Razorblade Tears is a story of bloody retribution, heartfelt change – and maybe even redemption.

My thoughts

This is a story that goes from zero to a hundred in just a chapter or two and then doesn’t take the foot off the gas right until it’s finished!

Gritty and unflinchingly deals with issues such as hate, racism, bigotry and grief. There is a lot of violence. Grief driven revenge and atonement is the motivation behind it and I’m not sure what it says about me but I like it when an author isn’t afraid to let his characters loose and get no-holds-barred revenge. I was rooting for these two unlikely vigilantes all the way!

There are some truly raw moments along with absolute poignancy but the relentless action stops the reader from wallowing in it. I loved Ike and especially Buddy Lee. And I loved this book from beginning to satisfying end!

The Frog Hunter: A Story About the Vietnam War, an Inkblot Test and a Girl

by T. B. Stamper


The Frog Hunter: A Story about the Vietnam War, an Inkblot Test and a Girl, is a memoir that reads stranger than fiction.

The author takes his readers on a fascinating, often humorous, and emotionally moving journey from deadly Ranger missions in Vietnam, to betrayal by his superior officers at Fort Ord, to the inside of an Army psychiatric ward.

With a chaotic mind, trying to make sense of the war, Stamper is in a desperate search for truth.

He turns to the hippie culture, attracted by their message of love and enlightenment. Unexpectedly, he meets a beautiful girl; the love of his life. The happiness that life now offers him is threatened by the war that consumes his mind and heart. He wants the girl and he wants a future. But how can he find his way back to normal?

Written in powerful prose, the story reveals how war wounds the soul, but then hope emerges, kindled within the tangled aftermath of trauma and loss.

My thoughts

This is a memoir written in the style of a fiction novel told in the first person point of view (the author’s) and this is very effective. The author tells his story in a very cohesive and easy style and does not shy away from talking about his emotions but doesn’t descend into sappiness. His descriptions are brilliant as I was able to clearly visualise what was happening and where.

It’s a book that will be memorable to me. I’ve always had empathy for the Vietnam veterans because of the lack of recognition and support that they received compared with veterans of other wars. To have survived the war in Vietnam and then to feel alienated and unable to talk about it because it was the war no one wanted to hear about, and wouldn’t understand anyway, must have been hell in itself. I’m glad the author was able to find the right people to help him on his journey to healing.

I highly recommend this book, even if it’s a subject you have no interest in. I think you will become quite invested in the story.

Lost World and Mythological Kingdoms

by Tobias S. Buckell; James L. Cambias; Becky Chambers; Kate Elliott; C.C. Finlay; Jeffrey Ford; Theodora Goss; Darcie Little Badger; Jonathan Maberry; Seanan McGuire; An Owomoyela; Dexter Palmer; Cadwell Turnbull; Genevieve Valentine; Carrie Vaughn; Charles Yu; E. Lily Yu


“Here be dragons . . . and a lot of stories that would make a dragon blink. A fascinating kaleidoscope of people and places and Things That Might Have Been—or Might Be.”
—Diana Gabaldon, New York Times bestselling author

From Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea to Journey to the Center of the Earth, from the fabled island of Avalon to the lost oasis of Zerzura, from The Land That Time Forgot to the golden city of El Dorado, storytellers have long imagined what exists beyond the edges of the map.

The need to seek and discover the unknown is embedded in who we are, no matter the culture or era. To celebrate this sense of wonder, award-winning editor John Joseph Adams has gathered together some of the best SF&F writers working today, collecting adventure and mystery in this spectacular anthology. With original contributions from Kate Elliott, Tobias S. Buckell, Dexter Palmer, E. Lily Yu, Jonathan Maberry, and a dozen more, there are short stories sure to enthrall every reader.

Explore the rich tradition begun centuries ago with this all-new compilation full of imagination and delights. What lies beyond the edge of the unknown? Only you, brave reader, can find out.

The line-up includes new stories by:

Tobias S. Buckell
James L. Cambias
Becky Chambers
Kate Elliott
C.C. Finlay
Jeffrey Ford
Theodora Goss
Darcie Little Badger
Jonathan Maberry
Seanan McGuire
An Owomoyela
Dexter Palmer
Cadwell Turnbull
Genevieve Valentine
Carrie Vaughn
Charles Yu
E. Lily Yu

My thoughts

I have enjoyed dipping in and out of this book over the past week. There are stories from some authors who were familiar to me and several who were not. Each story brought something new to the table and were very different from each other. A couple were unfathomable to me and felt as though they were excerpts lifted from a larger story because they seemed to not have a clear beginning or end. Most I really enjoyed and found them thought provoking, and some I wanted to continue on with the story.

The title is a slightly misleading one as it would indicate (to me, at any rate) stories about kingdoms half-known, perhaps in legend or folklore, but they are actually about new worlds and discoveries and realities.

A very enjoyable read.

Longing and Be-Longing

Poems, Prayers, & Reflections

by Paulette Rochelle-Levy


An adventurous psychotherapist, Paulette Rochelle-Levy invites the reader to “Take off your shoes, take off your shoes and dare to cross into the not too deep, not too cold rushing water of the springtime river. A whole wilderness is coming out to meet you.”

Through poems prayers and reflections Paulette takes you on a journey. Longing, Saying Goodbye, On Time, Healing, Being in Love and Be-Longing are some of the chapters that invite you to muse on your own aliveness and the soul’s longing to return.

 There is whimsey and humor sprinkled throughout the poetry.

 The reflections form a memoir of longing and heartache through a transformation into joy and peace into a sense of belonging to greater consciousness. A celebration of Dance as Prayer and prayer-poems in the Jewish tradition gives the reader tools to enhance the experience of wonder and awe.

Throughout the prose, poetry and prayers are the mystic’s universal expression:

 Holding the cup of joy and sorrow together in gratitude there is a continual return to the Oneness that connects us all.

My thoughts

I would like to have read this in paper form as the uncorrected kindle proof I had messed with the formatting somewhat so there were places where I had to mentally rearrange the words to figure out whether that bit was prose or poetry. I’m sure this will be sorted in the final drafts. On the whole I enjoyed reading this. As with any book of poetry there were some poems that resonated strongly and others that didn’t at all.

Other reviewers refer to this being a book of Jewish poetry, but as someone who doesn’t define my faith according to any one religion I personally think it can be non-denominational. My favourite parts were these excerpts from the chapter “On Time”:

What if I could pause
from rushing through Time
And cease viewing
Time as an avaricious competitor
Mocking my every attempt
To do it all, to get it all done
All at once


What if time is not an adversary
But rather a generous gift
A lavish offering
That asks only
That I say,
I’ll use it well.”

Only For My Daughter by Emma Robinson


It is a day that starts like any other day. But when Samantha is called by the hospital to say her fifteen-year-old daughter Keira has been hurt and is in a coma, and Julia’s daughter Grace comes home covered in blood, refusing to speak, two mothers’ lives come crashing down.

More than ten years ago – when their daughters first started at pre-school and formed an instant bond – sweet-natured single mum Julia and PTA queen bee Samantha had become unlikely friends.

For years, the two families’ lives were intertwined. Barbecues, dinner parties, sleepovers for the children. But then the girls drifted apart, with Keira falling in with the popular crowd, and Grace becoming quieter, more introverted, pursuing her dream of being an artist; and their mothers’ lives drifted apart too.

But now their lives have collided again. And Grace won’t tell Julia anything about what happened. But as Samantha’s daughter fights for her life– Julia is forced to ask herself: what is her own child hiding?

She can’t believe her gentle-natured girl could have done something terrible. But Grace is keeping a secret. And if it’s what Julia fears it might be, she could lose her daughter forever. Could she lie to protect the child she loves with her whole heart?

My thoughts

It’s no secret that Emma Robinson is one of my favourite authors. I know when I pick up one of her books that I am going to have my heartstrings tugged and her latest book is no exception. The thing is that when there is a dilemma between two characters, Emma has a way of making sure that we, the readers, are caught up in that dilemma with the characters and it feels impossible to choose a side. In this book it is Samantha and Julia who are on opposite sides. Samantha’s daughter is fighting for her life having been seriously injured and Julia’s daughter seems to be involved – but to what extent and why?

I went back and forth between the two mothers, feeling Samantha’s panic and fear as she sat next to her unconscious daughter, not knowing if she would wake up. And feeling Julia’s growing panic and fear as she fought an inner battle between her sense of what needed to be done and her instinct to protect her emotionally fragile daughter. Even when Julia made some poor decisions I could feel the desperation behind her choices.

I really liked the family dynamics – Samantha’s close family unit, and divorced single mum Julia but with a supportive ex husband. The characters and the way they relate to each other all feels natural and unforced. And I really loved the strong themes of friendship and how it can change.

I had one quibble which I strongly doubt anyone outside the medical profession would pick up on so I won’t elaborate on that and risk spoilers, and it didn’t affect or detract from the story itself anyway. The book does have some sensitive subjects but they are dealt with compassion and empathy.

Another winner that makes me wonder what I would do if I was a Samantha or Julia🤔

The Kaiju Preservation Society by John Scalzi


The Kaiju Preservation Society is John Scalzi’s first standalone adventure since the conclusion of his New York Times bestselling Interdependency trilogy.

When COVID-19 sweeps through New York City, Jamie Gray is stuck as a dead-end driver for food delivery apps. That is, until Jamie makes a delivery to an old acquaintance, Tom, who works at what he calls “an animal rights organization.” Tom’s team needs a last-minute grunt to handle things on their next field visit. Jamie, eager to do anything, immediately signs on.

What Tom doesn’t tell Jamie is that the animals his team cares for are not here on Earth. Not our Earth, at least. In an alternate dimension, massive dinosaur-like creatures named Kaiju roam a warm, human-free world. They’re the universe’s largest and most dangerous panda and they’re in trouble.

It’s not just the Kaiju Preservation Society who have found their way to the alternate world. Others have, too. And their carelessness could cause millions back on our Earth to die.

My thoughts

I like books about kaiju so I was chuffed to be approved for an ARC via NetGalley. Describing kaiju as giant pandas in the blurb caused a few misgivings until I encountered the first kaiju in the book and realised they were not being passed off as panda-looking. I’m still baffled by the description in the blurb.

I really enjoyed this book. It had plenty of action without resorting to the somewhat stereotypical trope of kaijus on the rampage. There were shades of Jurassic Park in the story at times, which isn’t a bad thing in my view since I love the Jurassic Park books. This story deals more with the ethics around keeping the endangered kaiju from becoming extinct and/or going out with a bang due to their built in nuclear reactor systems. I enjoyed the science and liked the scientists and the setting. All in all this was a very fun read with the potential for it to be developed into a series.

Listen To Me by Clare Alexandra Metcalfe


If you want to revolutionize your health and fitness or take a step in the right direction the start is not always easy.

Clare’s personal experience was inspired by a yoga class, which resulted in a gold medal for middle distance running in Sochi, Russia, and renewed her passion for tennis.

As a stressed-out lawyer working in corporate finance Clare’s lifestyle had become increasingly unhealthy resulting in burnout.

This book sets out many of the elements to rejoining the winding path back to achieving good health.

The elements are covered in short sections on topics such as exercise, sleep, and diet including some of Clare’s favorite cook-from-scratch, healthy recipes. Recipes included in this book are some of the author’s favorite versions of classic dishes based on traditional recipes using ethically sourced, high-quality ingredients such as fish pie, Italian Bolognese Ragu, Nicoise salad, and beet soup. These recipes are aimed at a balanced diet to fuel a body and mind for healthy living.

These are hard-learned but simple lessons which the author wants to share with the world to inspire others as part of an honest and open conversation.

My thoughts

The author has a chatty, friendly style of writing which is easy to read, but I feel the book could have been a lot shorter. The very long paragraphs were unnecessary as points were laboured and could have been much more concise.

Most of the advice was good, but it did feel like wading through a lot of extraneous material to get to it. However I also felt there were some quite significant oversights. For example there was a chapter dedicated to the benefits of sun but only two sentences about the dangers which felt as though they were only there to say it had been covered. Likewise a chapter dedicated to the benefits of sleep but does not mention the well-documented adverse effects of ongoing poor sleep such as increased risk of health problems, such as digestive upsets, obesity and heart disease, and accidents, to name a few.

I love the recipe section and intend to try a few of them. Again, they are quite long paragraphs so having the steps bullet-pointed would make them much easier to follow.

The Unsinkable Greta James by Jennifer E. Smith


An indie musician reeling from tragedy reconnects with her estranged father on a week-long cruise in this tale of grief, fame, and love from bestselling author Jennifer E. Smith.

Greta James’s meteoric rise to indie stardom was hard-won. Before she graced magazine covers and sold out venues, she spent her girlhood strumming her guitar in the family garage. Her first fan was her mother, Helen, whose face shone bright in the dusty downtown bars where she got her start. But not everyone encouraged Greta to follow her dreams. While many daydream about a crowd chanting their name, her father, Conrad, sees only a precarious life ahead for his daughter.

Greta has spent her life trying to prove him wrong. But three months after Helen’s sudden death, and weeks before the launch of her high-stakes sophomore album, Greta has an onstage meltdown that goes viral. Attempting to outrun the humiliation and heartbreak, she reluctantly agrees to accompany her father on a week-long Alaskan cruise, the very one that her parents had booked to celebrate their fortieth anniversary.

This could be the James family’s last chance to heal old wounds, and will prove to be a voyage of discovery for them, as well as for Ben Wilder, a historian also struggling with a major upheaval in his life. Ben is on board to lecture about Jack London’s The Call of the Wild, the adventure story Greta’s mother adored, and he captures Greta’s attention after her streak of dating hanger-ons. As Greta works to build up her confidence and heal, and Ben confronts his uncertain future, they must rely on one another to make sense of life’s difficult choices. In the end, Greta must make the most challenging decision of all: to listen to the song within her or make peace with those who love her.

My thoughts

The mention of Alaska (a place I’ve always wanted to visit) and Jack London (one of my absolute favourite authors) in the blurb was enough to make me request this book and it was a good decision. The mention of a strawberry daiquiri (my favourite drink!) early on in the book was the icing on the cake😄.
I really enjoyed this story of fragile relationships, grief and misunderstandings. The characters had depth and felt genuine, and I loved how natural the dialogue was. I think a lot of people have similar relationships within their family or friend circle.
I’m not sure I’ve ever read a book set on a cruise ship but I have to say I fancy trying one now, although a cabin with a window would be a must!
I’m keen to read more books by this author.

I received an ARC from Netgalley in return for an honest review.

The Unquiet Dead by Ausma Zehanat Khan


A complex and provocative story of loss, redemption, and the cost of justice that will linger with readers long after turning the final page.

Despite their many differences, Detective Rachel Getty trusts her boss, Esa Khattak, implicitly. But she’s still uneasy at Khattak’s tight-lipped secrecy when he asks her to look into Christopher Drayton’s death. Drayton’s apparently accidental fall from a cliff doesn’t seem to warrant a police investigation, particularly not from Rachel and Khattak’s team, which handles minority-sensitive cases. But when she learns that Drayton may have been living under an assumed name, Rachel begins to understand why Khattak is tip-toeing around this case. It soon comes to light that Drayton may have been a war criminal with ties to the Srebrenica massacre of 1995.

If that’s true, any number of people might have had reason to help Drayton to his death, and a murder investigation could have far-reaching ripples throughout the community. But as Rachel and Khattak dig deeper into the life and death of Christopher Drayton, every question seems to lead only to more questions, with no easy answers. Had the specters of Srebrenica returned to haunt Drayton at the end, or had he been keeping secrets of an entirely different nature? Or, after all, did a man just fall to his death from the Bluffs?

In her spellbinding debut, Ausma Zehanat Khan has written a complex and provocative story of loss, redemption, and the cost of justice that will linger with readers long after turning the final page.

My thoughts

This is a difficult one. I avoid Holocaust fiction because it feels voyeuristic, and somehow something that horrific shouldn’t be used for the purpose of fiction. Reading this book I had the same feelings because so much of it is based on survivors’ accounts of the atrocities committed against Bosnian Muslims.

On the other hand, while the Holocaust remains prominent in everyone’s memories, the war crimes against the Bosnian Muslims, including the 1995 massacre at Srebrenica, seem to have fallen by the wayside and perhaps it needs books like this to remind people of the genocide that took place.

Setting aside my feelings akin to guilt because I enjoyed the book, it is a well plotted good story and well worth the read.

This Place Of Wonder by Barbara O’Neal


In the wake of a personal tragedy, four women face the past, their futures, and each other in a novel of broken ties and healing by the Amazon Charts bestselling author of When We Believed in Mermaids.

When famed chef Augustus Beauvais dies, he leaves behind a celebrated reputation—and four women grappling with loss, anger, pain, and the question of how the world will turn without him…

Meadow, the ex-wife with whom Augustus built an empire—and a family—still holds a place for him in her heart, even as she continues to struggle with his infidelities, which ended their twenty-year marriage. More unforgiving is Maya, his estranged daughter, who’s recently out of rehab but finally ready to reclaim her life. Norah, his latest girlfriend, sidelined her own career for unexpected love and a life of luxury, both of which are now gone with Augustus. And then there’s Rory, Meadow’s daughter, the voice of calm and reason in a chorus of discontent.

As Meadow, Maya, Norah, and Rory are flung together by tragedy, grief, and secrets yet to be revealed, they must accept—or turn away from—the legacy of great intentions and bad decisions Augustus left them. And when the circumstances around his death are called into question, their conflicted feelings become even more complicated. But moving forward is the only choice they have, and to do so, they’ll need to rely on family, friendship, and inner strength.

Set on the stunning, rugged California coastline, This Place of Wonder is an emotional, lush, and empowering story of four women finding their way in a changed world—and what a wondrous journey it will be.

My thoughts

The story is told by three women close to charismatic renowned celebrity chef and restaurateur Augustus – daughter Maya, ex-wife Meadow, and live-in girlfriend Norah – as they each come to terms with his sudden death and what that means for each of them. Maya struggles with the realisation that she will now never be able to resolve feelings of his abandonment of her. Meadow has never stopped loving Augustus, despite being divorced for several years. She remained close to him and could never quite let him go. Norah was his latest girlfriend, a bright and ambitious writer whose prospective career stalled when she fell under Augustus’s spell. Now she is suddenly homeless and penniless. Each woman has her own grief to process along with unresolved issues and secrets, and now confronted with the possibility that Augustus may have been poisoned.

I enjoyed the format which worked well to communicate to the reader each woman’s thoughts and insecurities. And I liked the characters and the way details about their lives were slowly revealed. My favourite character was Meadow’s daughter, Rory, and I would have liked to see more of her as she was such a strong, level-headed foil to her mother and step-sister.

As usual with Barbara O’Neal’s books there are gorgeous settings and lots of delicious food, and this is followed by a satisfying ending for dessert.